January 15th: A warm body to snuggle with.

Jan. 15th, 1986 (Age 7, Evansburg, New Hampshire)

Dear diary, we have a nice house, but I don’t like it better then our last one. I don’t like the last one better then the one before.

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Tuesday, January 15th, 1991 (Age 12, Evansburg)

Hi! I didn’t go to school today because I had a sore throat. Luckily, I only had it for the morning, so it was like a day off.
     I still have Sonia's movie. I watched it a million times today. I like it better every time I see it. Harrison Ford is Indiana Jones. He looks just like our neighbor across the road.
     I’m probably going to school tomorrow.
     Tomorrow’s entry will be the last one in this diary. Finally!
     Wouldn’t I look good with a perm? Did I tell you Tiff Barnes is getting one next Saturday? Bye!!!

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Wednesday, January 15th, 1992 (Age 13, Evansburg)

This senior boy Sam Barton has been living at Sonia Gallio's house since school started. He's a friend of Sonia's older brother. Sam's parents moved out west last summer but Sam didn’t go with them because he wanted to finish his senior year here, so the Gallios are letting him stay at their house for a year.
     They found out last night that Sam’s father took a gun and shot his wife and himself. Sam left to go there this morning on a plane. His parents are both in critical condition at the hospital.

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Friday, January 15th, 1993 (Age 14, Evansburg)

There was no school yesterday on account of a snow storm. We had a history test today, and a boy in my class took a peek and he says I got a 96. I had to babysit from 5:30 to 10:00 tonight. I got $10.
     They finally came out with a hardcover biography of R.E.M. I'm hopefully going to buy it tomorrow. It's $24, but I have a discount card which will allow me to get it for $18. Books sure are getting expensive!

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Sunday, January 15th, 1994 (Age 15, Nagasaki, Japan)

I've been sick these past two days. Menstruation has got me down.

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Sunday, January 15th, 1995 (Age 16, Kobe, Japan)

I spent the afternoon at Sei's again. I had dinner there and got to meet his father at last. Nice enough guy, speaks some English, but typical Japanese male "I'm the boss here" attitude.  Pisses me off. I'm not used to it since I'm from a female-dominated household.
     Anyway, Sei and I had great sex...just kidding, but almost. It was the best time. I wish I could go into detail, but what if someone gets ahold of this?

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Monday, January 15th, 1996 (Age 17, Kobe)

I think Sei must have been drinking tonight (his cousin left and they all went out for a last dinner) because he was being irritable/insecure/obnoxious when he called me.
     I just had a cold shower. The hot water seems to be on the fritz again.

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Wednesday, January 15th, 1997 (Age 18, Exton, New Brunswick)

We stayed the day in Millborough and came back to Halifax tonight. Before we left we stopped in at the new natural history museum because we had never been there. My brother for some reason bought a little blue plastic frog in the gift shop that we both fell in love with.
     I need to go to classes tomorrow but I think I’ll be too tired.

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Thursday, January 15th, 1998 (Age 19, Exton)

Tonight a bunch of us went to the Wing Shack and the Blues House. I think it's one of the only times I've gone out in Exton that I actually enjoyed.

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Friday, January 15th, 1999 (Age 20, Exton)

Everyone was at the British pub downtown for Yuko's boyfriend Guy's birthday. We were supposed to go out dancing after. I got all dressed up for that, but by midnight we were still sitting in the restaurant. I think everyone was bored, but no one wanted to take the initiative to go. Finally Sei and I came home. I only had one drink the entire time. I've decided I'm not going to drink more than that anymore.

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Saturday, January 15th, 2000 (Age 21, Exton)

I have a fever and I can't stop throwing up. I couldn't go to work and I've been in bed all day. I can't eat anything. I hate calling in sick because they always think we've got hangovers.

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Monday, January 15th, 2001 (Age 22, Kobe)

I forgot to mention yesterday that we went for a drive up Rokko Mountain and I saw my first wild boar. It came right up to the fence. It was bigger than I imagined and had longer fur.
     Sei and I are planning to move out of his parents' house in mid-March and I've tried to write up a budget. I know we only have a bit of savings, but I just can't live together any longer. His mother gets drunk really often now.
     Mandy asked me to be one of her bridesmaids, but not the Maid of Honor -- that goes to her other friend from high school, but I don't mind. I know I've been away for a long time. Yuko was my Maid of Honor, supposedly. I'll have to save enough money to go to that next year, too.

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Tuesday, January 15th, 2002 (Age 23, Kobe)

Evangeline called me. She was at her boyfriend James' apartment, but she had a phone card. She had a funny tale to tell. Her old boyfriend Matt Darkhouse showed up and she ended up watching a video with him and her other ex-boyfriend Marty Tiernan at James' place! Then in one week each of them plus Kevin Block (her first boyfriend) called her and asked for permission to date her sister! Poor thing! Kevin's was actually more of a proposition to have sex -- don't know why he was asking Evangeline. I can't imagine her little sister having sex, even though I know she's the same age I am.

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Wednesday, January 15th, 2003 (Age 24, Kobe)

I keep going to bed earlier and earlier, trying to make up for the hours I lose to insomnia. Tonight it's going to be 9:30. I think even Sei was in bed by 1:00 a.m. last night. I need him in there to keep me warm.

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Thursday, January 15th, 2004 (Age 25, Kobe)

Sei and I finally made love tonight, I mean for real, for about an hour, and he said it was the best he'd ever had in his life.

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Saturday, January 15th, 2005 (Age 26, Kobe)

I stayed home all day. I haven't really gone anywhere since before New Year's, so I'm hoping on Monday Sei will take me somewhere.

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Sunday, January 15th, 2006 (Age 27, Kobe)

I went with Sei's mom, brother and his wife to see his mom's dog's first obedience trial in Kakogawa. In the beginner's group of about fifteen dogs she placed third and got a ribbon (this was a Japan Kennel Club event). It was interesting but a very long day, since they had to be there before 8:00 to register but our turn didn't come until around 3:30.

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Monday, January 15th, 2007 (Age 28, Kobe)

Kai is staying over again. It's against my better judgement, but it's so nice to have a warm body next to you, even just to snuggle with. I need to stop this though. I love his company but I'm just not physically attracted to him enough.

Disclaimer: This blog is a work of non-fiction. Most personal names (except for those of celebrities) and place names have been changed to protect the privacy of the individuals.





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